A new town, new apartment, new job….
These are such kick ass times to take inventory. I get caught up in comparing. Old life/new life. Fat Betsy/healthy Betsy. How can I not? It’s such a stark reminder.
I just moved to Bend, Oregon from the other side of the Cascades. Changed jobs after 14 years. Started a new professional adventure that – while only 4 days in – is something I can tell is going to be wildly fantastic and is aligning ALL the parts of my life. Moved from a house to an apartment. Working to build a new base and network of friends. ALL kinds of changes! All good and all wanted, yet still big, scary and unsettling.
I worked hard to make the changes to my lifestyle a few years ago and I’ve worked just as hard to make these recent changes. I knew that a move could up-end a whole lot of those carefully structured ‘good habits’ if I wasn’t paying attention. PERFECT time for old habits to slip back in, especially when loneliness lurks and self-confidence gets pushed around because of all the changes.
Even welcome changes can open the door to mental mischief if we’re not paying attention.
So I was hyper-alert to eating, timing, prioritizing those things that I needed to do in this new location to get right into the routine that keeps me healthy. I put a plan in place. I made finding a pool, getting out on my bike, finding some trails my top priority. Even more than the normal ‘adult’ stuff we’re supposed to focus on in a move, like address changes, unpacking boxes and finding a couch. I also forced at-home/cooked meals and not making brew-pubs/restaurants the focal point of gathering and meetings.
Here’s the list of ‘I can not believe this is my life!’ moments from the past 10 days:
I’ve officially used the shower at the gym more than I’ve used the one at my new apartment. The locker room is super welcoming and friendly. I felt HORRIBLE intimidation going the first time, but it very quickly went away. This pool (JUNIPER) is amazeballs. 🙂
I didn’t have to transfer prescriptions and find a pharmacy that takes Sharp’s containers. Or find a place at work to stash insulin and needles. Or explain why I’m ‘shooting up’ in the bathroom 2X a day. Or why I have finger-prick blood all over my desk and papers…
I am using my meetings with new colleagues to make them walking meetings. I can walk and talk at the same time. 🙂 I’ve looked for walking paths around my office. Not candy stores, bakeries, ice cream shops or fast food options. That one BLEW my mind when about 3 days in on the new job, I realized I hadn’t brought lunch and didn’t even know where to go because I had NOT BEEN PAYING ATTENTION to food stuff.
I’m finding new coffee shops and places to eat and buy groceries and not having to battle the old food-related locations that were so much a part of my 400-pound life. Coffee for the sake of coffee/views/friendly barista/welcoming customers and work spaces. I don’t even know where the Taco Bell or McDonalds are. I’m going to keep it that way.
I found a gym. I have a new favorite trail. I’ve gotten some good bike time in. I haven’t even bothered to look for a new doctor because I only need well-patient care.
I’m meeting new people because I’m on hikes and group rides. Not because we’re in a diabetic counseling workshop.
There’s more. Lots more. Big and little. This just highlights for me how different life is now that I am focused on health. No longer having to worry about weight limits, fitting in a chair, or walking a block and being exhausted.
I LOVE Bend, my apartment, my new job, the sunshine!
I’m also still very much in love with what focusing on my health has given me each and every day since I started this lifestyle journey years ago.
Reminders and comparisons.
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This makes my heart feel so good!!! So neat when a plan comes together!
That smile really looks genuine and I have no doubt that it is!
So genuine. And I went on my first mountain bike ride. Got brave. Wrecked. LOVED IT. So much fun…. I’ll have bike soon and I can actually ride with you after years of you inviting me. 🙂